SOOO after spending 5 weeks in the hospital, 2 of those in a coma, i'm learing to come to grips with nearly dying TWICE, and it's been quite the struggle...things like walking, breathing, going the the bathroom and just the little things i/we take for granted has become such a struggle to do, and it really makes u take notice of how fortunate i was before i became ill...but it's been a month since i've been out the hospital and i'm getting better everyday...i no longer require to be on dialysis, cuz my kidney function has returned to normal (that shit drains the life energy right out of you) and i have had my tracheotomy removed(imagine a 6 inch tube jutting out of your neck and not being able to talk) man that was pure hell, and i'm almost walking normally again still get weak but that's expected when you're lying on your ass for 5 weeks..but it's GOOD to be home....

the good thing is..it feels good to be back near a pc, and start doin graphic work again..can u imagine NOT being able to create/design things for so long? you have ALL these amazing ideas in your head and u have NO outlet to place them!! it's enough to drive you crazy...well most the ideas i had in my head were most likely induced by the LARGE COPIOUS AMOUNTS OF DILAUDID/MORPHINE and other cool meds i was on lol (siigh i miss the dilaudid lol) but now that i'm home and have started to re familiarize myself with designing/creating things it brings a sense of normalcy? i guess to my life..the only bad thing is my main hand i use for the mouse/tablet pen still twitches alot which the drs said would happen so it's a work in process to maintain that aspect....

i just wanna thank the pppl who left me messages on f/book and noted me, meant alot to me to read those while i was away and look forward getting back into the swing of things again so look forward to some new works in the coming months from me ect ect..take care ppls..special thanx to, sabrina, bryce,gabby,katie,sharon and the rest spanx